But that’s where the story will have to end. I’ve been putting off writing this post, The Last Post. I’ve worried about hand-crafting each word to give anyone who has read this whole thing a sense of closure.
I can't put this off anymore. I have to break up with Ex-Millennial Girl. But we’ll still be friends.
I’m taking my life in a new direction, and it’s time to take my writing elsewhere. If it wasn't for this blog and everyone who’s read it, I might still be living the kind of life I had in 2003-2004, years that I barely remember. I barely remember. So yeah, it was bad. This blog has been an important part of my recovery.
Now I know my story was pretty interesting.
Now I know how I must have seemed to others back in 1999-2000, without the cushion of self delusion.
Now I know I can put words together and form something coherent.
Now I know that there’s no one else to blame but myself, but I also realize I can be in control if I stay awake.
So here I go.